New music thoughts

Rating/talking about music

Hey guys so I’ve been listening to a lot of music lately and was thinking I could share my opinions on some stuff. Ok so I lowkey don’t have a music taste I just listen to everything but country… I’m sorry to all my country lovers out there I just can’t do it. But I’ve been listening to some new music like Steve Lacy’s new album “ Oh yeah?” this is probably one of my favorite newer albums out now I love love love pure color and the feeling. Also the intro to is it cool?, so good. I love Steve Lacy’s music so much, infrunami used to be my like favorite song of all time. I wish I was going to his concert but I’m highkey broke and I’m already going to a concert. You may be wondering what I’m going to… IM GOING TO AUDREY HOBERT. I’m so so so excited I absolutely love Audrey. Sex and the city is probably my favorite song atm. I still haven’t picked an outfit but I have an idea so I might have to go thrifting and find something cute. Who’s the clown is actually one of my favorite albums of all time because genuinely a single song doesn’t miss. But I feel like I have such a weird music taste it goes from like Audrey Hobert to Nettspend. idk if anyone on here listens to Nettspend he’s like a “underground” rapper which is like fully a lie because he’s super mainstream but he makes rap music and I really like most of his songs. Also his new haircut, I didn’t know how to feel when I first saw it because I loved his long hair but he lowkey looks like Justin Bieber now which I’m not complaining about at all. Also I’ve been listening to a lot of Ethel Cain recently and I really want to make a dance to strangers for my dance concert in the spring so I might do that. So lmk if you guys have listened to any of these albums and your thoughts on them! Also sorry for not posting I’ve been so busy already with school it’s been a whole thing, so I’m definitely going to be posting more this weekend!

First week of school/ updates

 

First week updates

Hey guys! So I just finished my first week of school and im convinced that was the longest week ever. I’m already stressed out so that’s great, but other than that it’s been super fun so far. I’ve been rewatching hp as we all know, but I’m on order of the phoenix so I’m almost done which is so depressing. So far I’ve been super busy already so I’ve been trying to be as active as possible on here so I don’t forget about it. ALSO tysm for 30 followers on here. I was fully convinced no one wanted to hear what I have to say and just wanted somewhere I could talk about anything on and thank you so much. Even tho it may not seem like a lot it means sm to me so tysm! But let me know what you guys want me to talk about on here I could do more story times, advice, talking and movies music really anything so please, please, please let me know!

First day of school

First day of sophomore year thoughts!

Hey everyone sorry for not being active recently I’ve been super busy setting up for the new school year! Buttt today was my first day of school and it went super well! Usually at my school you have a free block but i don’t not this year unfortunately because I do an art and I’m on student council! It kinda sucks but I feel like I’ll be ok because I never did anything in my free block in the first place. We had every class today and I got to meet all my teachers. Me and my friends also found a super good place to sit for lunch which is ESSENTIAL. I got super cute pictures and I have classes with most if not all my friends. I’m also in that first week productive era when you have everything organized for the first week and then all hell breaks loose. I’ve also  been watching Harry Potter because that like the most perfect back to school movie so I’m on chamber of secrets right now and i just love this series I can watch it so many times and not get sick of it. But I finally finished all of my summer work because yk damn well I wasn’t actually doing that during the summer. And I already have tests tomorrow which is spectacular. But yeah first day was good and I think this year is gonna be really good! Let me know how school has been for you guys if you have gone back yet and if you haven’t let me know how your feeling about it. If your not in school let me know how life’s been and what your favorite Harry Potter movie!

Talking stages are the best and worst things ever.

Talking stages have to be one of the worst and best feelings known to man. 

    They are so fun when you first start talking. When you get butterflies everytime you get a message. And the sense of knowing you like each other but are too scared to make a move. But then there's the in between stages. Where you guys text every night but not during the day. Or when you text like friends so you don't actually know that you're in a talking stage. Honestly they might be more work then actually having a bf. You have to make sure to stay interested, but not too interested, because it's weird to text every waking second of the day if you're not dating. You have to do your makeup when you're otp with them or turn on the 24 hr pink screen on your TV to make yourself look pretty. And then there's the awkward TikTok and Insta reels sending stage where you don't exactly know each other's humor but your trying to start up conversations. But sometimes it feels so great not to be fully attached to someone but to have someone to talk to when your bored. You also don't have to dedicate the whole week to them and just have casual hangouts. But when your talking stage is posted up with a new girl and she comments "🔥🔥🔥" on his post you cant act crazy and tell him to block her because "you're not even dating".  ALSO not talking about your feelings and not having a label so you don't know if you guys are on the same page. They are SOOO exhausting. 

    The reason I bring this up is because I was in a talking stage with this guy, let's call him brad. So Brad was my brothers, best friend's, brother. ( Sorry ik that's confusing). But his mom and my my are also best friends and our brothers used to play soccer together. So naturally we would have to talk to each other because its awk if we don't. One day he added me on snap and we started talking more and more after that. At first it was casual friend getting to know each other type stuff. But then we started to text each other more and more and got more comfortable. We started calling and he would constantly send me ab pics for some reason... But one day he just stopped texting me. And he wasn't active on snap at all. So I assumed he got it taken away or something. then after like 2 months he starts being active again and doesn't even think to text me and tell me what happened. And at this point I hadn't seen him in person since we first started talking because I wasn't really going to my brothers soccer games. So then I see he's posted up with a bunch of girls I know from school and keeps posting TikToks with them. So naturally I blocked him because wtf?? Then after I blocked him we ended up moving to California so I thought I was never gonna see him again. But my brother is on a new team and he has a tournament in San Diego. And guess who's team he's playing against. HIS OLD TEAM. With Brad's brother on it. So ofc my mom wants to hang out with them which means I'm gonna have to see him in person again. I don't know what to do, It's going to be the most awkward interaction of my life.

SO pleasee tell me what I should do and tell me if you feel the same way about talking stages! Bye guys 💕