Talking stages are the best and worst things ever.

Talking stages have to be one of the worst and best feelings known to man. 

    They are so fun when you first start talking. When you get butterflies everytime you get a message. And the sense of knowing you like each other but are too scared to make a move. But then there's the in between stages. Where you guys text every night but not during the day. Or when you text like friends so you don't actually know that you're in a talking stage. Honestly they might be more work then actually having a bf. You have to make sure to stay interested, but not too interested, because it's weird to text every waking second of the day if you're not dating. You have to do your makeup when you're otp with them or turn on the 24 hr pink screen on your TV to make yourself look pretty. And then there's the awkward TikTok and Insta reels sending stage where you don't exactly know each other's humor but your trying to start up conversations. But sometimes it feels so great not to be fully attached to someone but to have someone to talk to when your bored. You also don't have to dedicate the whole week to them and just have casual hangouts. But when your talking stage is posted up with a new girl and she comments "🔥🔥🔥" on his post you cant act crazy and tell him to block her because "you're not even dating".  ALSO not talking about your feelings and not having a label so you don't know if you guys are on the same page. They are SOOO exhausting. 

    The reason I bring this up is because I was in a talking stage with this guy, let's call him brad. So Brad was my brothers, best friend's, brother. ( Sorry ik that's confusing). But his mom and my my are also best friends and our brothers used to play soccer together. So naturally we would have to talk to each other because its awk if we don't. One day he added me on snap and we started talking more and more after that. At first it was casual friend getting to know each other type stuff. But then we started to text each other more and more and got more comfortable. We started calling and he would constantly send me ab pics for some reason... But one day he just stopped texting me. And he wasn't active on snap at all. So I assumed he got it taken away or something. then after like 2 months he starts being active again and doesn't even think to text me and tell me what happened. And at this point I hadn't seen him in person since we first started talking because I wasn't really going to my brothers soccer games. So then I see he's posted up with a bunch of girls I know from school and keeps posting TikToks with them. So naturally I blocked him because wtf?? Then after I blocked him we ended up moving to California so I thought I was never gonna see him again. But my brother is on a new team and he has a tournament in San Diego. And guess who's team he's playing against. HIS OLD TEAM. With Brad's brother on it. So ofc my mom wants to hang out with them which means I'm gonna have to see him in person again. I don't know what to do, It's going to be the most awkward interaction of my life.

SO pleasee tell me what I should do and tell me if you feel the same way about talking stages! Bye guys 💕

Movies/TV shows I'm convinced only i've watched

 As a D1 Netflix child I'm convinced I've watched every kids movie and tv show that's on that app. I have never seen any type of recognition about these movies!

Starting with movies

-A 2nd chance (2011): This was my absolute favorite movie when I was younger I used to watched this over and over. I can't believe they took it off of Netflix it actually breaks my heart

-The princess switch (2018):  To be honest I still watch this movie every December. I've watched all three of the movies and the first is the best!

-Airplane mode (2020): for some reason I was obsessed with foreign movies and this movie was one of my favorites.

-Daddy daycare (2003): This one I have seen some things about but this was my favorite movie all the way until 6th grade. It's so hilarious.

-It takes two (1995): Maybe it's just my friends and how old I am but NONE of my friends have watched this which is crazy to me. Parent trap and this movie were my favorite. 

-DJ Cinderella (2019): This is another foreign movie I don't why I was legit obsessed with them. And it's so cringe but SOOO good.

Now for TV shows

-The unlisted (2019): This show is genuinely the best dystopian show I've watched in so long I'm so mad the cancelled season 2

-The worst witch (2017-2020): this show is so good this is where I know bella from I haven't watched in so long so I need to rewatch.

-Greenhouse Academy (2017-2020): This was so so good one of my favorite shows to this day.Team Daniel for LIFE.

-Get Even (2020): This show I promise is so good. I kid you not I've never watched a show like this. Honestly go watch it if you haven't already!

-Go!  live your way (2019): Again with the foreign shows this was so good I cant believe people don't talk abt this show. 

Let me know if you guys have watched any of these shows/movies, and if you haven't go watch it now!

My first post!!!

 Hi everyone! I'm so excited to start my blog and kind of just let my feelings out. Today's topic is "When is it really fall?" 

    In my opinion fall starts as soon as I buy my first pack of pencils for the school year. Usually that's around the first of august. Yes, yes ik that's early as hell but fall is not just a season it's a mindset. Fall can really be whenever you want if you really think about it. Fall is my favorite season oat so ofc I want to maximize the amount of months I get for it. Because as soon as november hits everyone and their mom has moved on to Christmas. I know people that wait until the ber months to get into the fall season but that means there is only 2 real months for pumpkin patches and haunted houses. And that is wayyy to short for me. August allows me to purchase all my decor before everything sells out and plan everything I want to do during the fall. If I was doing all of this in September I would literally have no time. Also what's your favorite part of fall? Mine is all of the food and vibes. DO NOT get me started on the pumpkin chai from starbucks. I was dragging that all the way to January, it's so good. Also cinnamon rolls, pumpkin bread, and apple cider donuts. Perfection to say the least. And the vibes are IMMACULATE. The leaves are turning, spooky season, relaxing at home while it rains. It's so gorgeous. So yeah that's my take on it! Let me know when you guys start getting in the fall mindset and if your on the same page as me.